i love you, but i don't know you.
and you me.

i still have to write the german postcard. i will do it tomorrow. today i attended the first two theory lessons, prtty stupid stuff. the guy said the first two lessons are damn easy, true. there was this idiot in the class who was like trying to show he could answer questions the moment they were flashed. freaking dumb. like when the instructor was telling us about the safest countries in the world to drive. sweden no.1, singapore no.12. the instructor then said "there is only one asian country in the top 10. guess which?" the smart alec immediately "Singapore." smart ass. ok enough about this guy. haha. after that went town with ren cong, who's gonna do his operation this week. take care, bud.

these few days, my small bosses have been very good at shooting arrows. which meansi had damn a lot of things to do at once. sometimes. very sian, especially if the problem is some technical problem like the projector being spoilt, which causees a lot of trouble. i'd call them plain idiotic problems. makes things so sian around. today was the last day in the 40 days of purpose campaign. today's sessions was arguably the most fun of all. heh. hope it'll be the start of good things.

i need to find the beauty of the world, before it disappears.

finally, i've recovered from the interview yesterday. i suppose it was okay, though i could have done a lot better and said more things right. well, i place everything in God's hands now. now is the wait for the result. which will be the biggest thing in my life. up to now.

But I have promises to keep.
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
Robert Frost

my life currently is so consumed by the interview coming up on tuesday. like i'm pushing everything back to after tuesday so that i won't have to think about other things. must focus. so, people please say a prayer for me. i trust that God will be with me and He'd bless the interviewers too.

hung in suspense~